Adema- Speculum lyrics

There's so many people dying
You complain about your situation
What about me?
Half the world wouldn't know
What it's like to lose your seed
Maybe you can understand

(How It feels)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me

The guilt has lasted, you still cry
It was all planned out
Why was I last to know?
Don't you trust in me?
The table's cold, it's too late
To make up for these mistakes
Maybe you can't understand

(How It feels)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(How It feels)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday

(How It feels)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(How It feels)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday